Tell a truth, or tell a lie

“I get hammered, forget you exist / there’s no way I’m forgetting this”*

That city turning pink
in the sun’s slow descent;
the night air still vibrant
yet gentle now
                      as if
in its old age the day
had finally found a way to be kind
& calm without losing all passion for
the fire
          of summer;

your hair, shed like feathers discovered in

my bed,
a mess of tresses untangled
& tangled again:

now all only a memory

of a scent & the slope of your shoulders
at 5 a.m in the morning;

photographs of long lost days

when we still adored each other,
before the decay became
                                       poison:

the silence, the speech, the years of peace

& warmth
& war
& lies
& tired eyes
& not fucking any more

& bored

            so bored
of the performance;
                                another
dancing monkey
out of sync with the organ grinder;
a comedy without laughter,
a tragedy without despair,
only anger.
All this & more now lives below
a gravestone with no
inscription,
as our dream begins to decay
beneath the surface,

where the remains may let new life flourish.

* Scott Huchison

3 thoughts on “Tell a truth, or tell a lie

  1. Your writing style is quite unique and I love the imagery you conjure, it feels very honest and real while also vibrant with how it plays off in the imagination. Beautifully and viscerally penned. ❤

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