Sorry

“When you know my name / and all of my hideous mistakes.” *

Some apologies have an elegance.

This is not one of them.

There is no begging for forgiveness ,

Only that you – as witness to my prayers of apology- can somehow forgive me.

Again.

*Julien Baker – Rejoice

Nothing

Summer:

a late evening sky as you wait

for something, for nothing;

you understand what that

“certain slant of sunlight” truely is &

know you won’t ever need to explain why



all art is a beautful lie

containing multitudes of meaning…yet

even as the years grow unheeded

still you can’t decide between believing

“Une vie pourrie vaut mieux qu’une putain d’illusion”

or if beatiful lies are sometimes truths

in disguise…

 

but for now there is only the fading

colours of the sun &

in this moment, that is enough.