“With rebellion, awareness is born.” – Albert Camus
When we were young
They told us
"Never look directly at the Sun".
& for a while we didn't.
Not from deference
to the authority of parents,
but out of reverence
for the warmth:
It was the animal – the It
& not the I – that compelled us
to wear the warm veil of our eyelids
when we dared to approach the source
of all light & benevolent warmth…
…but we're not young anymore, so
we looked & what we saw
changed us forever.
we stand before ancient energy,
a violence our gaze can never meet,
as small animals
in a fatal & final ecstasy
But I remember
when we were young.